susah bila berurusan dengan orang

when it comes to dealing with people, it always means you're taking a risk because you will never know whether they approve of your actions or otherwise.

but when it comes to people dealing with you. haha, that is when it gets even more complicated because you dont know if that person actually has any sense of sensitivity at all or is just plain ignorant. sometimes you'd wish you dont have to be such a "nice" person and tell them off, because well, you'd rather swallow a bitter pill than having to deal with people who will become bitchy once you tell them off.

or am i being the typical malay that would rather shut my mouth than choosing to confront that person and risk the idea of "nanti keadaan dah tak best,masam masam muka and bla bla".

it is tiring. dealing with people. really. tapi sorang2 pun tak best jugak kan? maybe i should really put that malay-ness aside and stick to my own guns. but would it be a good thing to do in my situation right now?