singapura kah atau pun tioman?

looking at the calendar and wondering when i can get a leave so i could go bercuti with faliq when he comes over to johor.

i haven't the slightest clue what to do here, except maybe go to singapore. fine. call me a fucking traitor, but i really want to go to singapore, ive been to all parts of asia, and i have yet to go the infamous neighbour of my country.

amir kept telling me to go to tioman, the plan really sounds intriguing, but i am marred by the thoughts of going to singapore..singapore...is only 500m away from this bloody clubhouse, and i have yet to step foot on it. amir thinks im obsessed with singapore. i think so too.

everytime i start talking about singapore, joe would go like" you haven't been to singapore??" even though he fully knows that i haven't and probably does that to rub it in my face because he works there, and he kept inviting me over to singapore and i always turned down his offer because i'd like to go with faliq. hmmmm

i know that if i create an option to faliq, he will choose tioman in a heartbeat. so i think ill just keep it quiet. but i know ill be in a deep shit if amir or bobo even blurts out to faliq, or casually ask if he'd like to go to tioman, so i will have to eventually tell him of the option.

MY GOD! THIS IS FUCKING COMPLICATED.