thank you Allah

haha.what a weird thing to receive your exes' wedding invitation, on the same week that your boyfriend finally told you that he is ready to settle down eh?

on monday, faliq's birthday, we were lepak-ing at a kopitiam in bangi laughing about what a crazy day it was that day when he suddenly turned quiet.

"let's get married, let's plan this marriage after a year or two from now".

and out of nowhere my eyes suddenly turned into a gush of waterfall and i was crying.

"i'm sorry i made you wait, i just didnt know how my life would turn out, until today, when i sent my degree application".

"now i come to realize that i didnt want to make you wait, that i don't want you to have to choose to marry someone else just because i made you wait for a long time".

i thank Allah. for accepting my prayers. i thank Allah for sending me the most wonderful person i could ever ask for. for sending me a person i want to grow old with, a person who doesnt care if im the grossest person on the planet, accepts the ugly and bad side of me; who said he was a wreck when i left for korea even if it was just for a week; who was the most supportive and amazing person when I WAS A WRECK in johor. who in overall the perfect person for me, regardless of his ugly side (no one is 100% perfect, that is PURE BULL), regardless of what the zodiac said how taurus and libra is not compatible (FUCK HOROSCOPES).

my parents were delighted when i told them the news. when ibu asked if faliq was the one, within a heartbeat i said yes.