pilih kasih, biase la tu.

when it comes to pilih kasih, we're all guilty of it. when it comes to your relationship with ur family, friends, and even during work, you like working with a certain consultant better than the other.

and you will never get away from being the victim of this too. family? selalu sgt dah. yelah. anak sulung kan, but as you grow older, you'll see past that and you'd realize how much ur parents love you in their own way. yeah, of course diorang akan manjakan adik2 u sampai rase nak sepak je bebudak tu. but, they never fail to make you feel safe, and loved, and cared, especially when you thought the world was going to swallow you (i felt that when i failed my r.method paper, and you know what my mum said? she said "alahm biasala tu, fail paper is normal, you can try harder next time") and because of that i complete my project paper within the short semester (i did everything from scratch) and graduated with the rest of my classmates.

friends? alah, tu lagi selalu, kadang2 terasa la jugak. i mean, you'd start to think what the hell is wrong with me, am i THAAATTT lame sampai diorang malas nak kawan dgn aku? but if you give in to your insecurities too much it'd get you nowhere and later eat you up. i learned it the hard way. and now all i can say is, nak kawan, kawan la, taknak, itu ko punye pasal, aku pun ade life aku. OK? deal. hahaha.

work. HAHHAA, LAGI kelaka. kekadang tu rase nak amik consultant ni sebab they are so damn easy to work with, so eager to work with you, makes life easier instead of the other one yg bapak menyakitkan hati bagi aku high cholesterol je. tension betul. ade jugak at times u think that ur boss is choosing sides, but later realized that you're just being an idiot because setiap other trainees pun kene marah, cume u tak pernah nampak. HAHAHA.

now, im going to sign off because ima dah habis keje and im craving for roti canai. good nite.