tentang seseorang

im supposed to be studying since i have a kick-ass quiz tomorrow morning,but yeah..here i am blogging away..

rejection is never easy.all these while you're thinking everything is dandy, the next thing you know, you're reading a cleo article and suddenly you realized that what you thought was okay was actually the other way around.then only you could describe the uneasiness that you've felt all these while.then only things have started to explain themselves.

i dont think im fit for your world.i know you're trying to tell me all these while, but hey, sometimes ignorance is actually more soothing than the truth.thank you for spelling it out for me.okay.you dont need me there.you never did.but why didnt you say so??this is really frustrating.i wished id know sooner so that i wont waste my time caring.caring is an awfully tedious job when it comes to you.do you knw that?

i dont need to make the effort anymore,oh thank god.its so mentally and physically demanding.so listen,i actually get it.times change.so this is our changing phase.im letting you go now.im really letting you go.you are no more a part of me than i am a part of yours.

i used to love you.now i dont know why i did.