minggu ni sgt sucky

ive missed my lunch thrice in a row. and i sure hope tomorrow i will be able to go out and get myself a decent meal.

went to the clinic for the 2nd pengambilan darah, now my left arm is hurting. now i hate needles and i hate the fact that nanti my arm lebam after amik darah *kak miza said its not normal. maybe i am abnormal. fuck.

i will know the result by monday. all i know is today is not such a good day, and this whole week has been somewhat a trial for me.

ya allah.berikan la aku kekuatan.