sometimes people cannot comprehend why we are not as keen on a person as they are. they forget to rewind and remember the history that that particular person (lets call that person A) has with us.
people think i'm the mean one, but they forgot that A has left a dent in my heart for quite some time, its hard to mend it now, more than ever. especially if A is acting like an ignorant person and expects bygones be bygones when not even an apology was uttered. the simple fact was, A was mean to me, not to others, and i think the best word would be selective meanness. that's when A targets me as the her/his mean spot, and left us bewildered why on earth did we get this sort of treatment when A was so nice to everyone else.
makes you wonder if something is wrong with you. but i think i've had enough of self-pity. after two decades of it, i think im going to move on from here.
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