Friday, July 23, 2010

unknown

do you know how your life would end up like 10 years down the road? when i was 14, i never thought this is what i'd become.

i didnt know i'd have to move from the place i grew up since i was 2 years old called SS19 subang jaya, to the unknown realm of bandar baru bangi.

i didnt know i was going to enter a public university, because all the while when i was growing up i kept passing by metropolitan college beside Sri KL in subang and thought that was the college i'd go to when i grow up.

i didnt know i was going to take urban planning because frankly i didnt even know there was a profession called urban planner. ye lah, time kecik dulu limited je cita-cita, orang lain nak jadi polis la, bomba la, cikgu la, so i went for the sophisticatedly-sound architect. cikgu pun terbeliak mata dengan kehebatan budak ni.sebab vocabulary tinggi.

i didnt know that my family will be going through a serious financial difficulty. if i'd known, i would've persuaded my dad to stay in maybank. :( but then,

somehow im thankful for the unknowns. because i wouldnt be where i am now.

i wouldnt have realized my family are the greatest treasure ive ever had.

i wouldnt have had the best learning experience in an internationally recognised public university

i woudlnt have gotten to know some of the best people ive ever known, the solid friends in Uni, bangi, and the person i fell in love with, faliq.

i wouldnt be able to have achived this position of being in a cool place called puteri harbour, and working in one of the largest companies in Malaysia.

im not bragging. im just telling you. its good that i didnt know my future.

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